~hEaRt~

FML

2011-09-10T09:18:00.001+08:00

I dun wanna get affected. Looks didn't matter. Ha.

FML.

2011-07-24T01:12:00.001+08:00

Damn. Stop flowing.

Shaun Evaristo

2011-02-21T22:38:00.001+08:00

This post is written on my way home from Shaun's last class in SG. I can't describe how the man thinks, what goes through in his mind and how he transforms all of that into him. The way he expresses makes Movement Lifestyle all the more worthing, all the more meaningful. His soul, sincerity, humbleness and love is portrayed so effectively through himself just as though there is no other better portal to convey that message deep within. That feeling of still being human despite the fame. U inspire me and will continue to inspire me more through your load of work.The piece was personal and informative. Contains all u need to understand of that tide and I'm honored to be one of those who has the pleasure to learn it today. Guess nobody reads this anymore and hence, the post. Was not chosen and felt bad at 1st. But it was all worthwhile to be able to watch others. Like what people says, positive competition is always good but never let the negativity gets to you. I'm jealous of your achievements bro, but all the more proud of it. U inspire too and u will continue to as u go on. PeaceOgus Goh

Damn

2010-10-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

I need a hug badly right now.



2010-09-20T23:02:00.001+08:00

I was gazing into the sky earlier tonight and noticed how significantly isolated the sole star in the sky was from the nearly round moon. Below my block, there was a family enjoying the clear night, having some mid-autumn fun with their sparkles, lanterns and candles. That made me realized how little time I had for my family. I was reminded of all the happy times we spent overseas and not forgetting the constant care and concern showed by them. I was quite sick when I booked in today as I was down with a very bad flu and cough. Everything about today seemed screwed up till I saw a message from my mum. It was a simple message asking about how I was but it was definitely felt heart-warming.I know I disappoint as the only son in the family. Failed modules to constant cash spend and complains which all u guys do not need to put up with. But I do care and I promise to change for the better. I love my family, I swear. And I believe everyone should too. No matter how bad things are or have been before. Look ahead, we're already a quarter through our lives. How much more time can we really afford to spend with them? It's late enough to start, dun make it any worst.Bao Wen

Danzation 2011

2010-08-27T01:43:00.002+08:00

I'm excited for the event but at the same time quite tired.
I'm wondering how I am supposed to juggle all these items with NS.
I mean for now it's really hard to determine what will happen to me after I P.O.C.
If everything goes smoothly, out of camp is one of the more attractive things I will be looking at.
But, if everything just has to go wrong, I'll be in camp for another 3 months.
This will affect my item and the items I'm involved in drastically.
Please pray for me.

*p.s I'm booking in on Monday to sleep in camp all the way till Friday night. Saturday is Suntec.

Bao Wen

HBO Baseball movie.

2010-08-22T04:44:00.001+08:00

Just caught this baseball movie in the security room. It shows the life story of this group of baseball girls who had and carried their dreams of being professional baseball players. They went through a lot to get to where they were and only to lose their last game in the finals sending each and every member of the group home. Many years later, all have moved on in their lives and were called back for a certain event which celebrates their contributions to the "scene" of baseball for women back in their time. The scene where the few old ladies met up hit me, and kept me wondering whether i would ever end up in that kinda situation. I have met up with so many people throughout this journey in dance. From casual friends to good friends, brothers and even crush. What I have gained is not just a network but ties which in one way or another, would most probably last me all my life. As what one of the dead members told her son, her time spent with that group of girls is the best time she had in her life. I believe I would say the same too. Thank you all and thank you to the one above.Bao Wen

Sleepless Night.

2010-07-26T01:48:00.002+08:00

I cannot seem to get to sleep.
Watching my videos on facebook.
Brings back so much memories of past.
Times I had with my friends and times that seem to have faded.
I miss my life alot, I miss my friends alot and I miss my days of fun and laughter.
Nights.

Bao Wen

Update 05/07/2010

2010-07-05T17:11:00.003+08:00

It's been sometime since my last update and thought that I should.
Been wasting a lot of my weekends away not dancing.
Missing it a lot at the same time though I'm enjoying company.
NDP's been great and tiring of course but I think we would just do great on the day itself.
For now, just hoping that everything else goes smoothly.
I had a bad night trying to sleep yesterday but am happy with the concern.
Last but not least, Danzation's around the corner.
Let's see what goes on before deciding further then. =)

Bao Wen

2 Months...

2010-05-02T14:03:00.002+08:00

Good news being that I've served 2 months of my PTP thingy so the actual BMT starts now...
Bad news would mean that my range and law lessons are to kick start anytime soon while i still have my NDP trainings...
Well, at least the trainings and what's inside is not really killing me that much...
So to all, I'm quite fortunate to have been enlisted here... =)

While in camp, I'm thinking everyday about what I should do and what I should not do in the future...
They say that these 2 years are the best times for one to really ponder upon himself...
But seems like there will not be a conclusion anytime soon...
I really want to dance my life away as they have said, but can I do that?
Of course, with a dance career I can enjoy MYSELF alot and really be happy doing what I enjoy most...
But am I able to support myself and the people around me financially?
I cannot afford to not be earning enough, KNN...
So that's the fucking sian part...
Think think think...

Bao Wen

3 Weeks...

2010-03-28T14:42:00.002+08:00

It's been 3 weeks in HTA an I guess I'm slowly getting used to it...
PTs are tough but it's not as bad as how it was when i just entered...
People inside can be quite a laugh, especially those few... Hahaha...
Good thing is that I'm not really not used to anything...
Bad thing is that high chance I'll be involved in NDP...
And truthfully, that sucks...
From what I heard, Saturdays would be burnt...
Sunday Morning book out, Sunday evening book in...
Where's the fun in that...
I know it'll be prestigious and stuff but, few hours of book out is just crap...
In any ways, it's just screwed up to have all these..

Also, I miss alot of ppl while i'm inside, those who i normally would not...
Almost everyone I know, I've learnt to treasure them...
And I double miss those people I'm totally concerned about...
People who are closer to me, who accompanied me through a whole lot of time...
And of course, the triple misses...
Booking in ltr lo...

Bao Wen

09/03/2010 Police Academy.

2010-03-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

Always say my posts very small fonts, shall post a big one right before I enlist! :)
Starting to get nervous le, not really scared but nervous as to what kind of people I'll meet inside and how would life be...
Best is I dun quit dance after tml... HAHAHAHA!!!!!
Thanks to all who wished me luck and those who accompanied through my boring 6 months...
People ranging from Freshies all the way to Senior alumnis...

So after tml, try not to call me aite!
My phone would be switched off most of the time...
If anything's up, drop me a msg...
See ya'll soon!!!!
BaoOUtsidez Motherfuckerz.... xD

Bao Wen

Sunday...

2010-01-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

I think I'm the one who's sorry...
But I really cannot let this go on....

Bao Wen

Christmas is here...

2009-12-24T01:10:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, Christmas is here again...
Damn, the post which was on my fingertips vanished...
Just as I entered the blog...
Well, Merry Christmas to everyone, and a Happy New Year! =)
May all your wishes come true~

Bao Wen

Hahahhaaha....

2009-12-15T03:12:00.001+08:00

Damn, Im abit jealous... xD

Bao Wen

Jay Sean - Maybe

2009-12-02T01:34:00.001+08:00

Jay Sean - Maybe

{First Verse}
| Beep, beep, oh look, now there goes my phone |
| And once again I’m just hopin’ it’s a text from you, mmm… |
| It ain’t right, read your messages twice, thrice, four times tonight, it’s true |

{B-Section}
| (Everyday I patiently wait) |
| Feelin’ like a fool but I do anyway |
| (Nothing can feel as sweet and as real) |
| ‘Cause knowin’ I was waitin’ in vain |

Chorus:
| Maybe it’s true, caught up on you |
| Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too |
| So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head |
| Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said |

{Second Verse}
| I’m always connected online | Hooked on Facebook all the time |
| Hopin’ you’ve checked my profile |
| Just can’t help wonderin’ why you play it cool | But see I’m hopelessly fallin’ for you |

{B-Section}
| (Every night, on the phone and I’m) |
| In love with you and I know that you like it girl |
| (All jokin’ aside, wanna see you and I) |
| Come out and say what we’re tryin’ to hide |

Chorus:
| Maybe it’s true, caught up on you |
| Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too |
| So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head |
| Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said |

| Like I really want you, I think I need you | Baby I miss you, I’m thinkin’ of you |
| Like I really want you, I think I need you | Baby I miss you, I’m thinkin’ of you |

Chorus:
| Maybe it’s true, caught up on you |
| Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too |
| So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head |
| Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said |

Chorus:
| Maybe it’s true, caught up on you |
| Maybe there’s a chance she’s stuck on me too |
| So maybe I’m wrong, it’s all in my head |
| Maybe we’re afraid of words we both haven’t said |

| Maybe it is true | (Maybe I miss you) |
| I’m caught up on you | (Like I really want you) |
| Maybe I am wrong | (Maybe I miss you) |

I kinda like this version of the song...
Didn't read much into the lyrics till recently...
And It's been stuck in my head...
Hahaha... NICE! :D

Moody...

2009-11-14T03:29:00.005+08:00

It's been some time since I felt so frustrating...
It's one of those days where by u feel that the entire world is against you...
People approach you with that kind of kindness but it feels so unreal...
But still, deep down I know that it's all sincere...
Just that I cannot take things as what it is...
Also, so many emotions flowing...
Such that I dunno which to follow...
FUCK.

Hopes nobody disturbs me, i need time to chill....

Taeyang's new MV Wedding Dress...

Seriously dunno what goes into the mind of these crazy gubyes...
They create stuff which not only amazes me, it inspires and motivates....
Time to rethink on my plans...
And how I am going to go about it to get it done...

Re-watched this piece...
Just noticed how bad it was...
DAMN...

Bao Wen

Home Team Academy...

2009-10-14T02:37:00.002+08:00

Got my enlistment letter today...
Not going Tekong anymore le...
Instead, Home Team Academy, aka Police Academy....
Heard that not as shiong as the Tekong training...
But like quite interesting huh, not alot of ppl posted to this... xD
Hope it turns out well...

Going in in March I think...
So till then, teaching/class lobangs please jio aite!!!!
I dun wanna go in without having done much outside here... xD
Been having great days spent at school slacking...
BLK 71, Fantasia Room on the 2nd storey...
Dope room to chill in maybe except for the smelllllllll... OMGWTFBBQ....
Maybe should like invest on a air-freshener in that place..

Missed quite a few performance but still, earned a few....
Hoping to get the best out of my remaining time and of course, the time ahead...

*P.S I dun think my freshie showcase group should have won... LOL! Too slack...

Peace
Bao Wen

The Climb...

2009-09-02T03:33:00.000+08:00

I cant believe it either, I have just been motivated by Hannah Montana...
And this song of hers is really, whoa... xD
Life is a Climb, But the view is great... :D

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Sometimes, people lose track of themselves in the midst of dreams chasing...
Lost themselves to a point where nobody is left in them except themselves...
This is where people leave your lives, and people who truly care stays...
People who always lift up your status might not always be the best of friends...
Instead, real friends make you realize the need for reality...
The need for you to remain yourself and do things the way you would have done it...
Maybe sometimes I dun see it anymore, too indulge in things I do...
But I will be me... :D

Bao Wen

Dance...

2009-08-21T00:14:00.002+08:00

It started with a no interest...
Slowly developed into a huge interest...
From the start, thought everything could be simple..
Everything could be like how life is viewed by a child...
Complications and human relationship kicks in..
That's when things started to get messy...
Now think and ask yourselves...
At least I could say, I tried...
I'm sorry...

Bao Wen

Hahaha...

2009-07-05T19:59:00.003+08:00

This should be... =)
Check this out... xD

TBG 2009.

2009-06-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

I failed...
Good job TBG!

Bao Wen

Both sides of life...

2009-06-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, finished my FUCKING ASSIGNMENT....
I must enjoy Sunday, cause it's the only way...
After so many days of talking, I figured that I was being too friendly or myself with alot of people...
It's time, hahahaha....

Jia you TBG ppl!!!!

Bao Wen

Mood?

2009-06-19T02:38:00.001+08:00

ANGER

Common Test...

2009-06-06T17:48:00.002+08:00

Like what Gordon said, it's like the 1st time we did everything in school...
Be it homework, assignments or even projects...
Well, 1st time I put in more effort in a project then my group mates...

Common Test is next week and I dun want to fail any...
Once I pass my common tests, more or less can chill more le...
Focus less on study but more on assignments and projects...
And of course dance...

-HF Case Study
-ASAS2 Theory
-APS Theory
-HF Theory
-SDC Theory
-DDACP Theory
-DDACP Pratical
-DDACP Group Project
-HF Group Project

-The Big Groove 09
-Suntec Dance 09 (Juniors)
-Suntec Dance 09
-Brooklyn Rock 09
-B Class

Started teaching Class B but only taught for 1 class...
Hahaha, on my 1st lesson missed out a whole chunk.... LOLOLOL!!! *Sry
But I believe it was alright cause still, I felt that what I wanted to bring across was there...
Class B ppl! Must chiong already!!!! =D

I've been looking through many videos on youtube and each and everyone inspires me so much to choreo...
But seems like nothing can be squeezed out of my brain for now...
But, I'll work on it!!! =D
After what Ann said last night, MOTIVATED!!!
Must chiong already, for our future ppl!!!

Last but not least, dun forget to be happy dancing ppl!!!
Jia You TBG!!!
Jia you the DOPE Suntec groups!!! =D

Bao Wen

School...

2009-05-15T11:37:00.002+08:00

Damn I hate school... LOL!
School started for like, 4 weeks already?
All the work's starting to pile up...
This might mean less dancing also but I'm still quite actively involved....

Later after ASAS2, gotta rush down to Taka...
Helping Julie out with her album promo again...
Hope it'll be a good one!!! =)

Just bored, so update abit I guess... LOL!

Bao Wen

Updates.

2009-04-26T16:53:00.003+08:00

Been some time since I've seriously updated.
So, I'll take some time to put some stuff up... =)

Been a very fruitful month,
Got my chance to seriously chiong for stuff...
The 3 competitions i joined, the shows i worked on...
Gained quite alot from these experiences and hope they would lead me closer to whatever I'm looking for...

SBDC, thanks to Basic Motion...
Groove In The West, thanks to Sushi...
Romp IV, thanks to Cool Kids Connection...
Starchamps Album Launch, thanks to DarrenDt, Sonia and Julie...
Lord Chen's Dinner, thanks to YouthEmpire...
Nestle Challenge, thanks to Anjolene and Alene I guess.. xD
Dance 4 Fund, thanks to NP and Ben...

And for all these time,
I think i lost myself sometimes so hope everyone forgive me aite!!! =D
2 months like really fully utilize to the max...
Hope that I will still get a chance to do this in the future...

With the start of school comes a new beginning...
Hope that everything turns out way better this time round...
I've stopped thinking alot since I started to chiong...
And I feel that this should continue to go on... =)

So, I made alot of real friends actually...
Some from which I might not have known at all...
Haha...
Hope I get to join suntec with Basic Motion again...
8 ppl this time.. =)

Till then,
Bao Wen
Peace

Dope song...

2009-04-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

Like always, I've not been posting but everytime I do...
It is always something dope...
This is one of my friends and she is DOPE...
Listen to her sing and all can go fly kite... xD

Seriously, those who missed her live performance, it's just TOO BAD... xD
But of course u guys can all pay for it with ur pockets... =D
She has this song "Want Me" in the Starchamps album of LWSSOM...
Please go support aite!!! =D

Bao Wen

SBDC...

2009-04-13T02:02:00.001+08:00

Good news is, NRA representing Singapore...
Jia you Joyce and The Boys...
You guys are the dopest... =D

Bao Wen

Gosu song...

2009-03-23T01:31:00.003+08:00

This song is too imba dope...
I mean I heard it a few times, but got addicted to it just 1 or 2 days ago...
I was dreaming about something...
And this song was played...
Then I started dancing in my dream....
But I totally dunno what I was doing...
After I woke up, the song just keep playing in my head...
HAHAHA... Nice song, and Yiu choreoed to it also...
He dance to it during Funkamania 2009!!!! =)

If U Leave - Musiq Soulchild Ft. Mary J.Blige
You think
Im so full of it , full of it
But I think Im just fed up baby
You think I can be so arrogant, Arrogant
But Im just tryna get keep my head up Baby
You think Im procrastinating baby
But I think Im taking my time
You think you need to leave
But I think I disagree but
If you believe youll do best without me
Ill let it go girl, Its over
But before we say good bye
Lets give it a try
If you leave, then baby Ill leave
Ill let it go girl, Its over
But I have no doubt
We can work it out
Yeah
I think your so full of it, full of it
You just dont know when to let up, Baby
I think youre so arrogant, arrogant
But you think youre so much better baby
That I think It aint dealt before me to judge you by your flaws & thats why
No I could criticize , but I put that aside
To focus on you & I
If you believe youll do best without me
Then Ill let it go boy, Its over
But before we say goodbye
Lets give it a try
If you leave, then baby Ill leave
Ill let it go boy, its over
But I have no doubt
We can work it out
Yeah
Now if you wanna go
Baby then Ill let you go
& even though Im tryna hold on
I cant let you go
dapslyrics.com
& if youre gonna leave me, youre gonna miss me
& Im not saying that Ill be here waiting
Since we here right now (instead of just walking out)
Lets work to reach the point that I know we can be ?
But if you believe, Youll do best without me
Then I guess Ill let you go
Its over ( its over )
If you wanna say goodbye
Lets give it a try
If you leave, then baby Ill leave
Ill Let it go, its over
I have no doubt
That we can work it out
If you believe, youll do best without me
Ill let it go girl, its over
Before we say goodbye
Lets give it a try
If you leave, then baby Ill leave

2 GOSU videos....

2009-03-03T02:35:00.002+08:00

I seriously cannot take it....
Since I haven really blog for a long time...
And I still dunno what to blog about....
Let's all have a good laugh at this....

1st Video: Sammi Cheng 鄭秀文 - 独一无二

Parts which you can take note of...
1. 0:30
2.3:30
*I totally dun understand WHY.....

2nd Video: Leon Lai 黎明 - DNA出錯

Parts to take note of includes the whole song....
1. The Salsa Latin thing...
2.The FRINGE (Which I think Farid hates most)
3. 2:55 The dance, HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Long time no post,
PEACE
Bao Wen

Funkamania....

2009-02-01T11:59:00.002+08:00

Wow, I'm tired....
Stayed till 3 plus last night...
Party around with the crowd abit...
The freestyle circle was like, wow... xD
Although we quite humji that we waited till everyone go home then start dancing... LOL!
But still, quite fun... Hahaz....
Girls at the party are.... FUUUUUYYOOOOOO... xD

Bao Wen

Interesting feeling...

2009-01-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

These few days been funny and unique...

1st thing first...
I want to say Sorry cause I seriously guilty...
PSPS...

Next, it's been funny cause it feels kinda like newborn...
Everything like going very smoothly..
Feels like something major gonna happen soon...
I dunno...

Work has been fine except that they have been calling me to go back for extension...
Then, help them out with whatever they were doing..
But, I dun want...
I miss the studio...
Like the times I could dance till late in the night... =)

Bao Wen

Movie: Bedtime Stories

2009-01-04T01:32:00.002+08:00

Dunno who say not nice... Haha...

It's a dope movie...
At least it made me happy... =D

The movie seriously brings people back to childhood times,
or at least brings the childhood in you back... xD
All the old school stuff you used to do and dream of while youre a kid... =)

Actually, part of it that makes it happy is the fact of watching it with your frenz...
And I sort of felt that at that moment, all I really needed in life was just frenz... Haha...
Maybe that's my 1st step to enjoying company... xD
Haha, last but not least, Jia You NRA Committee 2009!!! xD

Bao Wen

2009...

2009-01-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

Kinda late, I know....

But I still have 360+ days before the year ends... =)

Things I hope to see in the new year...

Improve, of course...
I want to mature up...
I want ^ to be happy...
More classes...

That's all I think... =D

Bao Wen

Weak body....

2008-12-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

Damn...
I hate my weak body...
FUCK the Flu, Cough, Fever, Giddiness and Muscle aches...
Come during festive seasons.... F*** LOL

Get better for the New Year man!!!
I'll be up and ready to dance!!!
Altho the fever still haven subside... F***...

Bao Wen

DANZATION 2008.

2008-12-21T02:49:00.002+08:00

Haha.
I love the way it is done.
The way we sincerely shared love.
Like the way 8 Steps did.
The story of us, the black horse.
Inspired by the the greatest people.
Learning the way things should go.
With MUCH LOVE.
I dun want to stop dancing just yet.
I want to continue cause the kind of love I find here.
Can never be found anywhere else.
Much thanks to NRA.
To the place I can call home. =)
CONTRADICTINGMINDOFMINE.
I'MNOTSUPPOSETOFEELANYTHINGELSE.
HAHASTUPIDHUMANBRAINS.
Bao Wen

FULL *runs...

2008-11-30T01:40:00.002+08:00

Had a DANCE day today.
Started the day with Tort Chipsters.
Followed by One Crew where Sophan and Joyce cleaned up our steps.
Next was RP's choreo which is quite nice.
Dance Dynamix was..... TIRING. We must jia you okies jj! =D
Full, runs.

It was dope to see everyone dancing for each other.
Dancing to share what they really liked.
Cheering on for those dancing from the bottom of your hearts.
Enjoying whatever they are doing.
That was the main purpost for all of us wasn't it.
I'm seriously so gonna chiong...
Tried the showmanship thingy today and it felt good!
People are always greedy so I want more! =)
All in all, the full run almost can go stage le...
Left abit here and there only...

Next would be personal.
Some things which are closer.
My friends.
Seriously, when I see Ore dance that routine.
I was wondering how the hell he did that cause it's really breaking a huge milestone for him!
And to think he was from my batch and now, LOOK.
The gap in standards are drifting apart so tremendously that.
I can ALMOST dun friend him liaox! LOL! D.O.P.E
Farid, your solo is.
Damit. xD If you choreo something like that for KO night that time.
We could have saved alot of time from my stupid stunts! xD
But I dun even know whether I would be able to catch it. HAHA.
It's really very nice... =D
Ronnie also another gubye.
Call us go out talk talk.
End up come out with gosu words.
I think whatever you said did struck everyone deep down you know.
Cause people are really getting too stress to notice all of these stuff.
Glad to be in you item dancing your routine man. Way to go, REPRESENT.
Jia Jun arh. If it's your best, it is "period."
I know it's still impt as to motivate you to work harder better faster.
But, dun demotivate yourself man.
You're more than someone who connects sounds now.
You're able to mix them. Which to me, is a ultimate great talent!
Of course you're not slowing your dance standards either.
So jia you man!
Wei Jie. I seriously happy to see you dance.
Esp Bboy item.
You're the only one who can smile in that item and enjoy being yourself!
Maybe it's your flava, your character but it DOES attract attention on stage.
So maybe, you'll be becoming famous! xD
All these are for my DOPE GOSU Friends who I wanna learn from.
Everything they do is an example for me.
An example for me to look up to and for me to work towards.
We must all chiong!!! =D

Look me in my eyes, i want it to work out.

Bao Wen

Post.

2008-11-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

I figured I haven been posting for some time.

Didn't expect myself to post something like that after some time. =)

I'm done with the things I had to settle.

So kinda back before! HAHA!

Must chiong dance le.

If not, my dreams will never ever be achievable.

Maybe, another time. =D

Last but not least, it's time for Danzation ppl.

Each and every item I'm in, I wanna give it my best.

Esp Grace Kelly and Addiction. Jia you!!! =) (Of course I won't neglect the rest!)

Bao Wen

FRIENDS

2008-11-06T17:44:00.001+08:00

1. If we would build on a sure foundation in FRIENDSHIP, we must love friends for their sake rather than for our own. - Charlotte Bronte

2. A FRIEND is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view. -Wilma Askinas

3. Happiness is time spent with a FRIEND and looking forward to sharing time with them again. -Lee Wilkinson

4. One loyal FRIEND is worth ten thousand relatives. -Euripides

5. Of all things which wisdom provides to make life entirely happy, much the greatest is the possession of FRIENDSHIP. - Epicurus

6. Plant a seed of FRIENDSHIP; reap a bouquet of happiness. -Louis L. Kaufman

7. In prosperity, our FRIENDS know us; In adversity, we know our FRIENDS. -Churton Collins

8. True FRIENDSHIP is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it is LOST. -Charles Caleb Colton

9. It is well, when judging a FRIEND, to remember that he is judging you with the same godlike and superior impartially. - Arnold Bennett

10. A FRIEND is one who walks in when others walk out. -Walter Winchell

11. Two person cannot be FRIENDS for long if they cannot FORGIVE each other's little failings. -Jean De La BruyFre

12. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk with me and be my FRIEND. -Albert Camus

-Bao Wen

LOL

2008-11-02T14:13:00.002+08:00

Damn, sick at home.

Watched 10 Promises.
Actually quite nice.
Goes to show how much people tend to forget.
Forgeting to treasure those around them.
Maybe till the time comes when it's time to leave.
Will memories start to flashback.
Thinking about all the things they did and all the others they could have done.

Socks in freaking cute also. xD
Those haven watch, seriously.
Go watch HAHA

Bao Wen

Someday.

2008-10-31T13:19:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna be a happy boy.
I wanna be a happy boy.
Let me be a happy boy.
Make me a happy boy.
Happy boy...
(Duh, of course it's not a song)

But it's hard.

Bao Wen

----------------

2008-10-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

Let go huh.
会有的.
Believe.

But do I still care?

Bao Wen

Aiyoh...

2008-10-26T02:48:00.001+08:00

PLEASEEEEEEEE...
I just want to be able to do something since there's nothing else I can...

Bao Wen

Ans in Qns...

2008-10-02T06:18:00.002+08:00

Hahaz...
Been searching for an answer for so long...
Found it last night in my phone...
LOL!

Hahaz...
Tonight I'll post something happy...
Some incident from my workplace...
Till then, attachment sucks!!! xD

Bao Wen

Bao Wen

2008-09-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

Feel everything I write...

Bao Wen

Ages...

2008-09-23T18:13:00.001+08:00

I know, I know.
It's been ages since I last blogged.
Damit, Yew Seng made me forgot what i want to type.
Back next time.

Bao Wen

Kinship...

2008-09-04T17:45:00.003+08:00

Actually,
I'm not really that close to him...
But still, he's been there...
For everyone around him, we all noe him...
Known for being mischievious at times and stuff...
But he laid there today...
I didn't cry maybe cause I really not close enough with him...
But he's my grandmother's brother...
My granduncle...
Saw my grandmother breaking down...
It sucks...
Life consists of too much emotions for people to handle...
I agree and like the happy stuff that goes on...
But I truthfully detest the facts...
The true hard facts which crashes...
Crashes everyone's dreams and persues...
gu Gong, rest now... BB~ BAO WEN HERE....

Sometimes, when too much comes in all at once...
People need breaks...
Sorry to all choreographers...
I need one now...
So I'll be returning to studio on sat...
Till then... Cyaz all...

I like this song and this MV...

LASTLY, CONGRATZ TO NICOLE HUANG KAILI for .... HAHA

Bao Wen

...

2008-08-30T21:42:00.001+08:00

I hate this...

OFF...

Bao Wen

DOPE...

2008-08-27T01:29:00.002+08:00

I AM MOTIVATED and AMAZED...

The cab uncle who sent me home today..
He's really dope... Hahaz...
I found out that I had not enough money to pay for the fare...
and asked him to let me alight at BPP...
Instead, he offered to send me home...
People might think it's common and stuff...
But, it's really freaking kind of him to do so!!!
On the way home from town, he was listening to this track of Michael Learns To Rock album...
And started singing which sounded real nice...
A nice deap voice to go with the nice songs...

That's not all...
After Jaei alighted...
He wanted to make sure Jaei reached home safely and we waited for jaei... =D
After which, he started telling me that it IS ALWAYS a Men's job to see that the girls reach home safely... And I agree!!! =D
Den he went on and started talking about being firm in everything you do...
he started the topic being generally general... xD
And slowly, directed it to me...
He told me that dun keep thinking about how weak I am compared to others...
Think about how strong they are compared to me...
When I do that, I learn their attributes and use it to my advantages...
When I dun, I actually lose before I even start...
Which is so totally true!
Also, he advised me to always put on my best armor to be the first impression I show others...
To be brave, strong and stern to show that I have the ability and power to gain control...
I thought it was freaking motivating, but wondered why he told me these..
Then he explained that he overheard our topic on our way to school...

I linked back to what we talked about...
And it really touched me...
I mean this sounds gay but it really warms my heart... =D
The uncle is dope can...
Be considered lucky if you catch his cab one day....
SHC4379X... =D

Bao Wen

I Wanna Be...

2008-08-16T12:15:00.003+08:00

I'm Afraid I Screwed it again...
Damn... To think I really dare try again...
Crazy guy...
I'm having a freaking headache now!!!
What is it I want. ?.?

"I Wanna Be"
Look.. (ohh)
I know we been friends for a while now (hey hey)
But, I just feel I can confessin to you It's gon' be hard but..
Alright here it goes

Imagine if the pillow that you cried on was my chest
And the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand
Girl, imagine if you needed advice about some other guy,
I'm the one that comes to mind
Not try'na hear you tell nobody that I'm just a friend
Just try'na make sure I'm that body that you call your man
And anytime you need a shoulder,
it's yours night or day
Well, what I'm try'na say is..

I wanna be, the last number you call late at night
Said I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to,
wanna be the one that ain't gon' hurt you I,
wanna be, yeah Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (Girl, I wanna be)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (ooh)
Whatever you need, girl it's all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover (ooh)
Girl, I wanna be

Would it be cool, would you mind if I called you my boo, (my boo)
What if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you
Can I be the one that meets your Pops and take your mama shoppin'
Be the only one they like (wait!),
have you thought about it (wait),
Really thought about it
Maybe you should take some time,
call your girls and talk about it (yeah)
Cause I done already made up my mind (my mind)
Don't need no more time to know if I wanna be with you

I wanna be, the last number you call late at night
I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes
Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain't gon' hurt you
I wanna be, yeah Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (I wanna)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (all the fellas, yeah)
Whatever you need, girl it's all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover (hey)
Girl, I wanna be

Put me on your screensaver,
all over your Myspace and
Make me one of your five favorites, that's where I wanna be
The one you cryin' for,
stayin' up all night fightin' for
Wanna be your good, bad, love, hey, Girl!
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that's good
I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that's good
I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood

I wanna be, the last number that you call late at night (oh)
first one that you dial when you open your eyes (when you open your eyes)
Wanna be the one you run to
Wanna be the one that ain't gon hurt you (oh)
I wanna be, yeah (I wanna be yours) Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin your girls jealous (jealous, yeah)
Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (fellas)
Whatever you need, (uuh) Girl, it's all on me
Your soldier, your friend or your lover
Girl, I wanna be (yours)
Girl, I wanna be, (yours)
I wanna be, (yours) (be yours)
I wanna be (be yours)
I wanna be (be yours)

Signing Off
Bao Wen~

Sometimes...

2008-08-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

So much to blog about...

Words are such troubles...

I think it came true...

I need some time...

Bao Wen

Philipines Allstars

2008-08-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

Truthfully, I almost thought I forgot about them....
Once again, they shared and once again they got 2nd Place for THEIR World Hip Hop Championship...
Quote from Allstars Philipines: "We're number 2, coz He'll always be number 1!"

Really, reminded of how 8 Steps was really inspired and motivated by THEM...
Gosu! All the best!!!
Saw something like movie coming up or something oso!!!
=D Maybe not, dunno... See... xD

And I need my pay! Damit...
Once i get my pay, up the PSP Slim...
=P

Bao Wen

Down...

2008-07-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

Damn.. Being sick sucks....
Kinda down...

Down: Mood
Down: Health
Down: Dance
Down: Studies
Down: Me

Do i have what it needs?

Bao Wen

Replies...

2008-07-23T14:46:00.002+08:00

LOL!

Everytime I come my blog, i wanna reply..
But dunno where to start...
So I'll start here? =)

...sam...: Hahaz... I will have the time for my power nap.. Sonner or later niia.. =D
allegra: Almost and almost and almost *Bish* US! =D
shane: Yea, cant have fear now.... What I need is hope.. LOL!
munchui: Okies.. I'll calm down and I'll jia youx!! =D
kiat: I not dope larhs... Let's jia youx together!!! xD
j J: Yea... Receiving lots of jia you.. Think i going fat till i drop or something... lol kiia
ivan: Aite! You too k? Always look on the brightttttt side of life~~~
sianology: Truthfully, while you're sitting right beside me now, I can just *punch*
mia: Hahaz... NO! I need shared love larhs... Unshared love just share lo... =D

WOW....
Quite alot huh...

I wanna teach you...
so,
I'll learn how...

Bao Wen

Thoughts...

2008-07-15T02:18:00.002+08:00

Wow...
Kinda long since i last updated...
Was at jaei's hse yesterday...
Brought up something I thought I settled...
But didn't really in fact...
I noe I dun have to rush for a style...
But i want to get myself going...
Get myself somewhere I can start training...
Now Im training all the basics...
I noe it will do me good and it had...
But, maybe I just have have a wrong mentality...
Learning to be strong...

Danzation...
So gonna get screwed...
I wish it succeeds in it's course to achieve it's goals...
In that way, we can finally dance without stress...
These would be my biggest event and performance yet...
Hope it'll all be fine cox these will definitely show how well we work as a crew...

31st July Performance...
I needa apologise for my sort of freaking dull and angry face that day during Freshie Item prac...
It wasn't meant to be there...
I would really hope I can stop all these 2 face or seasonal face thing cox ppl around me normally gets affected...
I will not be joking as much as before now but I still dun want it to end up like that day's trainings...
Truthfully...
I wanna be me too, but it doesn't work this way does it...
Control yourself or you'll find yourself in another pool of shit soon...

Props to Ann for dope choreography...
had class today and guess who's back...
YuXin!!!
Everyone was like crowding around her and stuff...
And she took freaking too little time to catch and manage the choreo...
No wonder so dope...
Needa work towards another level...
BASICS!!! STYLE!!! Character!!!

That's all for now, here...

Bao Wen

WOW...

2008-07-09T02:02:00.002+08:00

Okies... I wont state the whole story here but today was my 1st class...
Teaching a class is stressful...
I mean I'm happy and stuff to be able to have this chance but I was really scared nearly out of my...
Great experience tho...
No RnB songs le... Hmmmz...
Must learn how to choreo some curry pop moves...
Like hard arhz...
I until now still got nervous feeling.. LOL! GGed...

Bao Wen

Healthy...

2008-07-06T01:53:00.002+08:00

I would like to say take care of your health everyone!!!

Vitamins are like the essentials of life so try to take more fruits and vegetables which are rich in vitamins!!!

Other than that, pls do drink lots of PLAIN water although it's kinda disgusting and stuff, believe that it can always work miracles...

And I would proudly bring you guys... And girls of course...
FARID's blog...

http://thought-at-work.blogspot.com

Hahaz... He like we doing some resume for Sushi liddat... xD

Okies... Nth much le...

*Remember to live a healthier life by eating healthy!!! -NO more pills!!

Bao Wen

=)

2008-07-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

Wah... Been a long time since i posted huh.. xD

Alot of things have been settled...
Stuff like Camp and the cancelled 5 ppl thingy...

Now to concentrate on 31st July... And strictly following that, I believe it will be time for Danzation 2008 pracs already... =D

Alot of friends around me leaving...

Ron going army on the 10th of July....
Daphne going Australia(If Im not wrong) tomolo night...
Weng went off already...
Wei Jie also going army soon...

Damn... I need to work hard arhz.. Alot of time wasted on alot of stuff...
Back to basics and fundamentals man...

Just re-read all the thank you letters i received and felt really happy.. xD
Hahaz... Really really happy to noe that the club is progressing in a direction all of us will be keen in...

I Believe we will do it.. It's just a matter of time before we reach our goal...
Work abit harder and maybe, we'll reach it sooner than we noe!

Starting to type alot dunno what.. xD
So... Updated... =)

*Not looking forward, rather not have it...

Peace
Bao Wen

Finally...

2008-06-16T01:00:00.002+08:00

It's really like finally...

Finally I'm done with PC Show..
Finally I've sort out my thinkings...
Finally I'm left with me...

Was on the way to work this morning...
Saw 8 Steps last practice video in my phone..
Had the sudden urge to msg all of them...
It's the kind of love and fun we share,
that brought us where we are...
Never forget that...
PROCESS...
Also, dance for your mates ppl...

I'm badly in need of dance...
Not been dancing for the whole 1 week...
It's time I see how I've ended up... =)

Oh, and =)...

男︰寂寞開在心事旁　隨手种一些傷感
不讓星星來窺探　找個沉默的夜晚
找個沉默的夜晚　不讓星星來窺探
隨手种一些傷感　寂寞開在心事旁

合︰我的關懷方式是你無法察覺的悲涼
只能在你不經意時才鎖上我心房
你往常的親切友善　是我今生的遺憾
受傷後無悔的埋在不流露的臉上

女︰寂寞開在心事旁　隨手种一些傷感
不讓星星來窺探　找個沉默的夜晚
找個沉默的夜晚　不讓星星來窺探
隨手种一些傷感　寂寞開在心事旁

女︰我的關懷方式是你無法察覺的悲涼
只能在你不經意時才鎖上我心房
你往常的親切友善　是我今生的遺憾
受傷後無悔的埋在不流露的臉上

合︰我的關懷方式是你無法察覺的悲涼
只能在你不經意時才鎖上我心房
你往常的親切友善　是我今生的遺憾
受傷後無悔的埋在不流露的臉上

My childhood song...
Still the best... =D

Bao Wen

Failures...

2008-05-29T00:55:00.004+08:00

Hmmmz, failure is an impt word in life...

At least in my life, it plays a big part...
Some say you have to go through failure before u gain success....
Some say once you are a failure, you will always be...
I say failure comes with everybody...

I've seen myself grow...
From taking failures seriously...
To taking failures as a learning process...
To taking failure as a dead end...
And back to now, taking failures seriously...
I never really wished to fail that much in life but guess it really takes up quite a part huh?

BUT, I thought about it and came with a conclusion...
All the failures i went through with for the past years concluded in one success..
An overall success that defeats that of all my failures...
That is to notice them...
Noticing each and everyone of them resulted in ME...
The old me, the new me and the future me...
What can i say, what can i see...

That reminds me of a subject that has been brought up frequently these few days...
What do you see in your future...
I really wanna dance...
But can you???

Was at RP's performance...
Nra did great... =D
The other items were totally amazing...
The techniques involved in executing all the moves...
The small boy could turn 3 rounds...
The girls who all seem to be so damn good...
(I'm not just talking about their figures)

I'm thinking, what would it take to attain somewhere along that level?
As quoted: "These are called dancers."
It makes me think and ponder upon the fact that I've been trying to call myself one...
Without what they have...

I'm truthfully not demotivated or something...
Just that I feel we should show more respect to people like this...
People who can be really known as DANCERS...

I'll work towards that name and another...
BF... =)

Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I’d rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I’m only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty’s too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I’m just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty’s too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I’d like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times Id like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And I’ve watched love pass you by
At times I think were drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty’s too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

BaoWen

Motivated...

2008-05-24T02:49:00.004+08:00

I noe I dance ok only...
So,
BMD

So much to work on siia..
I needa practice the steps...
Need to stretch and improve on both flexibilty and turns...
Need to catch up with all the irritating school work...

But I'm gonna make it come through...
Failing in certain parts of life means i need to make this part ALOT better...

BaoWen

Hard way...

2008-05-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

Learning things the hard way...

BaoWen

KO Night...

2008-05-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK...
BLACKJACK...
=D

BaoWen

Assignment...

2008-05-15T14:13:00.000+08:00

I noe assignment might be postponed or cancelled...
But I've found a secret assignment..
Take it out when the time is right....

Lecture sux....

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

BaoWen

2008-05-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

I'm filled with it within me...
It has spread from head to toe...
Now, every part of me feels the same...
And there's only one thing I'm left to do...
Keep it within...
I'm trying to lock it up so that it makes things easier...
But, everyone noes it's hard...
So, pls try to stop fckin me with all that shit...
I dun think I'll need it anymore...
What i noe of myself now is kept within few hearts...
And I do not need more to come...
People might say I'm trying to act feel writing stuff that doesn't fckin make sense maybe???
I hav this to show _\_...
Fckin get off the page then... Thx!
To the rest of the community, I'm sry...
=)
This thing fckin like writing compo or poem...
But I think I will never be able to do any of that...
So dream on ya...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

=(

2008-05-13T01:28:00.001+08:00

THE EXTRA

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Hmmmz...

2008-05-11T15:55:00.003+08:00

Yea... Nice pic right!!! Shane's house!!! Dope!
And maybe it's random to post this now but shane,
I totally respect u man...
Ur thinkings and plannings for urself shows ur leadership
And I think one day u'll get a ultimate GOSU beakfast to satisfy u... xD

Aite.. SO boring day with no outings and nothing..
Changed my desktop pic to this and listening to Emi Fujita - Loving you...
It's a dope song, can hear it at jJ's blog...
Den i feel damn relaxed with the picture and the song...
It's an ultimate combi, really... =)

Alot of ppl keep blogs but dare not blog what they really want to...
A bunch of COWARDS...
Just LIKE me LOL!
Okies, some ppl kana liaox... xD
So, best of luck to everyone around me...
I noe u guys need it one way or the other...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

-.-

2008-05-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

I think I needa apologise...
Cox i feel so wrong now...
THINK I WILL WRITE SOMETHING HERE RIGHT??? =P
Hmmmz....
Maybe I over did it...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

=D

2008-05-07T00:40:00.001+08:00

Pls let things turn out well...

BaoWen

Sunday...

2008-05-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

Hahaz...
One whole day of boredom at home...
And I went around Friendster...
Looking at the profiles of my friends...
Think I've been isolated from my other friends for too long a time..
Alot of things happened and passed but I din noe anything...
Like maybe one of my colleague went into army le...
LOL! And I din noe...

Alot of my good frenz...
Long time never contact many of them le...
Need one whole week to catch up i think...
xD
I've been living for 19 years and I truthfully felt that it's not wasted...
Thx to SVPS, CCKSS, NP and NRA...
It felt like everything else was already quite enough...
Enough to keep me thinking abt all the rest... =D
I noe I have to keep positive and I will try to...
At least when people see me...

Like what I've said before...
This is my blog and this is where i store my negatives hoping all of it will stay right here...

BaoWen

History

2008-05-04T03:53:00.002+08:00

Gauge ur efforts...

It wasn't enough...
For the past 2 weeks...
It wasn't enough...
For the last near one year...
Maybe u cant buck up on one of it...
But at least try to save the other...

Done with KO Night...
1st of all congratz BlackJack...
U guys now rep ya?
So must persevere till the end!

Next is Nice and Easy...
U guys were great!
All out represent!
Sushi ya!
=D

Lastly, TerriNagi...
Thx FD ROC...
Thx fer joining the comp with me...
And I definitely enjoyed it lots!!!

I must say that I do feel sad and stuff... (No need console me... xD)
But, I guess what was important wasn't tonight but what we tried and experinced in the past 2 weeks and what we'll be experiencing in the next few years... =D
It'll be a yes to dance for me cox it's now the only thing....

It'll be our day tomolo... Our day of rest...
=D

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

...

2008-05-02T14:47:00.001+08:00

A smile that doesn't exist...
A person that doesn't belong...
A heart that's kept within...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Sorry ppl...

2008-04-29T16:24:00.002+08:00

I figured that I've been spreading negatives...
Lols...

I've forgotten that my role was to spread love and not negatives...
So jia youx to all who are facing difficulties and think through it...
After u're done, do something to it... Help urself improve ya?
I figured every problem comes with a solution...
And it only depends on whether u wanna find that solution or not...
Most prob found mine so, =D...

BaoWen

Hmmmz...

2008-04-29T01:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I really think I'm a great burden to all those around me...
Thx for all the putting up with me huh...
Today was ultimate moody day...
Cant explain y here but alot of things went through my kuku mind....
Flashes of everything I tried...
Maybe it's just me... LOL!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Lols... So was sessioning at studio today...
No feel to do anything... Looked at myself and I looked like crap...
Look at other ppl and found myself looking more like crap...
Maybe it's really the mood...
I need to buck up arhz...
Can see everyone trying their best....
So Jia Youx BW aite! xD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I just thought these might help cox it looked really nice on msgs...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Hmmmz...

2008-04-27T15:24:00.002+08:00

Aite.. Got through the auditions, made lots of mistakes...
But I was lucky it didn't affect much...
Next, to worry about the freestyle part next week...
50 secs of freestyle from a pair...
And better if we could have a routine, but the song choice would not be given...
I feel nervous already....

I've recently thought... But now, one phrase and it all seems bad or worst...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

...

2008-04-26T00:37:00.002+08:00

Tomolo is the night... WOW!!!
My 1st audition with only 2 ppl on that stage!!!
With 3 days of preparation... LOL!
If I were me, I would go: I'm f***ing screwe....
Hahaz.. But I believe we can make it!!!
Not saying that we're damn good but, I'm saying we'll be able to reach our goal!
To perform and enjoy...

So FD!!! We'll jia youx together!!!
With Nice and Easy, we'll represent SUSHI and 8 Steps...
Den adding in Black Jack, will be representing NRA!!!
So all in all, we'll be there to make sure everyone enjoys ya!!!
And I wil not bluff u guys anymore...
I'm so gonna tell the truth that...
Im damn nervous...
As in DAMN NERVOUS!!!!
LOL!

Lols... Lastly, dun be sad ya? There'll still be a chance that things turn out well!!! Happy Gal!

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

...

2008-04-19T11:56:00.002+08:00

Damn, I need some sleep man....
Fantazia's finally over...
Special thx to all the Log and stage ppl who put up with quite the shit right before Fantazia...
To rest of the committee and those who helped, thx alot too for making this a succcess...
In all NRA is fam and like what Daphne said, we'll continue achieving hings as long as we're together...
Jia Youx! Aite?

Next up, heard that KO night is tonight, but cant really find further details of it, quite excited to check it out cox it'll be the 1st battle I'm going to watch... SHould be cool with all the dope dope ppl and dope dope moves...

Following that would be The Big Groove 2008 and Studio Wu Recital....
So much things happening at such a short time and before u noe it, Danzation 2008...
So ppl, no matter who u r or where u r, as long as u're a member of the club before and still...
We'll be working hard together again to achieve something big and this time, I've got a feeling it'll be bigger den just big... Jia Youx!!!

Last but not least, I've finally settled my stuff... xD So all in all, I love all my frenz ya? =)

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

=)

2008-04-19T04:58:00.001+08:00

=D

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Tonight...

2008-04-18T12:24:00.002+08:00

Tonight will be the night...
Damn nervous now but....
I'm sure everything will be alright since I should have known the results....
=)

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

WOW...

2008-04-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

At studio now...

2008-04-13T02:28:00.002+08:00

Finally time to myself...
Both Ivan and Yew getting to sleep...
While trying to help them, I'm calming myself with Marriage D'Armour...
It's really a nice song to get myself asleep...
But for now, I just cant get to sleep...
And it's the best time for me to sort out...
Sort out everything that's kept within this screwed head....
I really just wanna dance and hope it'll someday be mixed into my life..
The frenz I have right now, I dun wanna lose any of them...
And I noe neither do all of u...
The way we could hang out with one another talking about almost everything under the sun...
I miss those days and we must find time to do so someday ya???
Those long talks we had before...
Late night sessions at the studio...
All these things that are passing my mind now feels like wind...
It goes through but i just cant bring myself to think or process anything anymore...
It's been a tiring time, I dun really wanna give up...
But how is one suppose to go against all odds...
I wanna live life to the fullest...
Not some geek who doesn't have anything except himself...
Sometimes I really want everything else but it just doesn't work this way...
The studio seems so much more like a home now...
It doesn't have comfy beds and pillows...
But it has what I love most....
Everything I had ever dreamed myself to get into, it happened here...
The pros and the cons...
I've never felt this way but I hate wearing a fake smile anymore...
It doesn't feel as good as a smile that comes from my heart... xD
I've been joking all my life and I really hope I can joke through this...
But it's almost beyond mself now...
Beyond anything I can capture...
I just have nothing to do tonight so ranting about some things...
It's been a long post...
It's been a long while...
And it'll take another while...

Baowen

...

2008-04-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

Im so useless...

Twist and Turns...

2008-04-10T01:15:00.002+08:00

Lols... That is one funny title for a post but yea...

Life is truthfully filled with lots of twist and turns...
Sometimes, things happen almost unexpectedly and end up in way we would never have guessed...
Every second of life hence seems to be so filled with hidden adventures...

A few yrs ago i walked onto a path which lightened up the days as I was growing up...
Now it still does but it gets more and more impressive...
The way it is able tomake me look on the brighter sides of things...
I've changed because of it and the responsibilties that come with it...
But I believe I can be better...
So I really want it and I'm gonna work hard for it...

A yr ago, I also felt that my life was at it's peak because I felt great to be in that situation...
Now, such situations seems so far away...
It might not even be possible but I noe I'm not gonna give up...
I noe myself inside out that I've never really BEEN a passionate person about things...
But now, I strongly believe I've changed...
And it's time to look at the future instead of just what lies right ahead of you...

A month ago, I told myself that I gotta work hard trying to lose some of that extra calories...
I'm not saying I stopped trying but I just feel it's not working alot...
So now, i think I should really start doing everything I can to work harder towards that goal...

Just yesterday, I planned up something which I would never have done...
But I just realised that it doesn't matter anymore...
Whether or not that plan works, I would most likely ends up in the same way, situation and same shit....
Moreover, I have the feeling it would affect some of those around me...
And therefore, I dun feel like carrying on with that specific plan...

Twist and turns are bound to be in life...
But I got a hunch that I'm the screwed one whose getting twisted and turned, NOT MY LIFE...

I truthfully dunno wtf I just did but I did just that...
Congratz BW, U did it AGAIN!!!
HOORAY!!! __

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Hahaz...

2008-04-07T02:10:00.002+08:00

Im a FUCKING HAPPY MAN....

PISSED...

IRRITATED...

SCREWED...

Everything is working the opposite way...

Maybe I should just go that way too...

I've just given myself a timeline...

=D FUCK u BW... LOL! ROFL...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

It's MY thing...

2008-04-05T03:21:00.002+08:00

Thx fer all the backing up u guys are giving...
But I really think Im enlightened... xD
Understand more 1st bahs...
Cox I dun think I'll mind waiting...
Friends can be 4ever,
ButI'dlovetoseeyoumorethanjust4ever...
*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Mind..

2008-04-04T13:26:00.003+08:00

I just need some ans...
Cox I've got loads of questions...
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
But still, jia youx Bao Wen!!!!
*AllIwantistoshowyouwarmthlikeu'veneverfeltbefore...*
*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Character...

2008-04-03T00:40:00.003+08:00

I noticed that I've been in alot of thinking recently...
And I kinda felt that Im not respecting the words from myself...
I dunno y I feel this way but it kinda feels as if I often back out from my plans...
At the very last min, but this time round...
I think it's time i grow up and start taking care of responsibilities...
At dance, I've practically stopped working hard...
Recall how many times I practiced my basics within the last month...
1 time, 15 mins...
WTF is wrong with u...
At school, Im kinda screwed worst...
Just filled with hopes pinned on a guy who will not try...
Lols... My current situations sounds as if Im a good for nothing right?
But, Im not gonna let it continue cox I just woke myself up...

It's the time in life where thing come together...
Iwannatrybutsomething'sholdingmeback... Screw you man...
*~OgUs_aKa_BW*
-peace-

1

2008-03-28T01:00:00.002+08:00

I noe, I'm just one of them....

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

LOL!

2008-03-27T01:28:00.003+08:00

I'm just HUM JI... WTF...
And a total GFN...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Difficult...

2008-03-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

I typed out everything i wanted to...

Yea... So all in all, I'm still screwed...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Me...

2008-03-21T02:06:00.002+08:00

Y am I becoming someone that wasn't used to be me...

Stayed late in studio today and I saw myself in the mirror...

I closed everyone else away and focused hard on only myself...

I saw that I have lost my initial livelihood thanks to all the wants i have...

I no longer ENJOY as much...

All that goes thru are steps, beats and more steps...

After seeing myself dancing like that, I felt like a total failure cox wad was lacking was no longer steps and music...

I was lacking myself...

I have to learn to put my character into dance, put myself into my dance...

That would be when i really enjoy and feel the dance that I am going thru rather than just the steps...

After that I tried another experiment which came out... Hmmmz... CONFUSING...

I wanted to let out my current moods and feelings for the song that was playing but I looked funny...

I looked like some faggot who is trying so hard to dance...

So now, another problem has occurred...

I need fusion of both...

Techniques, styles, control, skills, steps, beats, groove

And,

Character, mood, feel, expressions

I can list a hundred out for all I care but how many of these attributes do I really have???

NONE...

So I need to think... Think of a way to save myself...

Save MYSELF from MYSELF...

Confusing right???

I will never achieve...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Moods...

2008-03-17T01:08:00.005+08:00

Ok... I have devided to write my post wiht this font...
In This way, nobody can fucking read my blog!!!! LOL!
So.. I just wanna say fuck you to those who try to translate these ya? xD

I really like her alot and nothing will change my mind...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Inspired myself! (Credits to Ron oso)

2008-03-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

Dun change for time, change with time...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Maybe...

2008-03-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

Maybe I was proud before....
But i noe i changed, cox I have a new goal now...
I dun wanna be engrossed with my own success...
I wan people to share it with me/ I share it with ppl...
But of course, I still need to improve...
Not only in dance but oso in the way I should act and behave...
I figured that I was seemingly too imatured for many, but I'm not within... =)
I need to figure out a way to keep myself from being lazy anymore...
Cox I believe it's time I should do something more den i can....
I wanna improve!!! And everyone around me to improve!!!
So that we can be like KM...
=D

Maybe I was naive before...
Thought that one day things might happen and come true...
But I have figured that there's no harm waiting for something that would never happen...
Since I'm still concentrating on dance...
So I thought this would help me focus alot more...

Maybe I was really too Happy-Go-Lucky before...
And didn't really considered much about the future...
But now, I wanna put all my heart and soul into what I do...
As that will then be my future... =)

*ps. **** my useless pair of legs...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Blog

2008-03-12T02:46:00.002+08:00

I have a blog...
But I cant blog what i wan...
Cox many things are better to remain with me...
Sometimes, I would much rather write a journal at home...
Only thing is that I'm lazy... Lols...
So, kinda down now but I'll be back before day breaks...
Tomolo going to have 3 item's training and I hope my foot recovers soon...
If not, I'm still not going to care... xD
And I'm thinking of getting rosiden gel,
would definitely need it in the future...
BB~ ppl... Sleep early cox it helps???

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

Confessions

2008-03-08T00:54:00.002+08:00

Today's post would be, my confessions...
I admit that up to today, I didn't really put all my heart into FantaZia...
Until late today, when i figured that i have forgottenmore than half of what I am suppose to remember...
I cant control my movements and stuff like that, coordination sucks...

So, I thought about it on my way home and figured that if I could use the time i spent on thinking about so many other things, Y not use it on practicing??? I've been screwed b4 and I dun want it to happen again... It's really time to buck up man cox I wanna achieve something out of this... It's not like I'm making use of dance but, I dun wan it to just end here... There's still a long way to go and I have to walk this path...

Maybe not many ppl would noe what this means but Dance to me now, is the only thing to my name... Today was my breakthrough as i truthfully figured out that management of time and myself plays a part in my life... And I am going to work towards improving this motherfuckerbitch's life... After so much time spent, I'll set my target for FantaZia here... I'll be doing my best for each item, that is needless to say but I wanna prove that i can be more than what I am now... This is not nose getting high but it's my goal, my way to push myself so that I'll never be ME...

Maybe some of you have seen this in my msn but i kinda like this nick cox,
"The hardest word in a dictionary is, TRUTH."
And it spells my heart... =) People around me have started long ago to buck up and I should have started some time ago, but i believe that it is still not too late to start now... With love, I wish everyone around me to continue putting all ur best in dance because u guys would be my motivation and the pushing force to make me strive, and I mean EVERYONE around me...

Last but not least, I have already decided that today would be the day I stop acting gay.. Although people thinks it suits me, I dun really lke it alot... Hahaz... SO stop me if I get to it k??? xD And dun be sad jJ, cox I'll still be here as your brother and I promise to help u jio BP girl 2!!! Lols...

My Mind:
Calm sea

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

My Mind..

2008-03-06T19:21:00.001+08:00

Whirlpools...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

NOW

2008-03-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Dirt, that's me...

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

SCREWED...

2008-02-28T02:09:00.002+08:00

Wow... A day of surprises, really big surprises which can make me go like: OMG!!! WTF!!! DAMN!!! Everything together... Lols...

Firstly is Yutaki's item... Hahaz... Was at studio's door when ronnie called and i went down to fetch him up... It's like funny larhs budden it hink i made quite a wrong move to tell him my name.. Lols... Cox it appeared 1st thing in the training... DAMN... His choreo is not say, dope but i kinda like some parts of it as some of it really fits the song alot... xD Ann says that Yew Seng looks very good dancing that item.. HAHAHA... Congratz man... But he really got the seh when dancing it arhz...

Next, i was at cheers when Ron came over and said that Ann was looking for me... So i went up and saw her teaching the freshies' routine.. Then she oso like never really care so i thought nothing budden one of the freshies(i think is xiu bei) turned and asked whether i know Ann was looking for me... Den i walked forward and approached her... She ask me how many items i got and I said 13 to 15.... Den she just added me into the item... I was like shocked, surprise and guilty altogether... I'll explain myself... Shocked because at that moment. it most prob means I'll be the item I/C and I'll be fucking stress as it's not like one small group of people but one whole batch of people, WTF!!! DEn i was surprised because there were so many others could have taken this place but y me, so gg... Den guilty cox it's the freshies's item and from what i remembered, i kinda liked our freshie item alot as it brings back loads of memories and i would definitely hate to have another senior or somebody inside the item but, will still accept it because my instructor says so... So I'm really guilty and am still thinking about it... Since Ann gave me a choice, i would make it a pact that i think through it and definitely by tomolo, come up with an ans... (Which i more or less had)

So it's a big surprise right? Yea, I'm totally taken aback... Den had a short chat with Ann before she left and what she said meant so much to me... Budden i do not want it to get into me... What affected me most before was the 1st sentence she commented about me ever since i got into NRA... I was asking her about my dance and she said: "Try not to get ur nose up." Ever since i entered the club, I've been telling myself how i should try to make frenz and not get arrogant at any point of time budden her words struck me and i was like, wtf am i suppose to do den... Lols... Funny right... And now, after so much of stuff getting here now, i dun wanna have my nose high again.. I wanna be myself... Friendly outgoing BW, so i really dunno what to do... Damn... That's y I'm screwed...

I'm gonna spend my night thinking about it... And I hope ppl respect my ans when i have them... =)

*~OgUs_aKa_BW~*
-peace-

*~hEaRt~*

FML

Shaun Evaristo

Damn



Danzation 2011

HBO Baseball movie.

Sleepless Night.

Update 05/07/2010

2 Months...

3 Weeks...

09/03/2010 Police Academy.

Sunday...

Christmas is here...

Hahahhaaha....

Jay Sean - Maybe

Moody...

Home Team Academy...

The Climb...

Dance...

Hahaha...

TBG 2009.

Both sides of life...

Mood?

Common Test...

School...

Updates.

Dope song...

SBDC...

Gosu song...

2 GOSU videos....

Funkamania....

Interesting feeling...

Movie: Bedtime Stories

2009...

Weak body....

DANZATION 2008.

FULL *runs...

Post.

FRIENDS

LOL

Someday.

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Aiyoh...

Ans in Qns...

Bao Wen

Ages...

Kinship...

...

DOPE...

I Wanna Be...

Sometimes...

Philipines Allstars

Down...

Replies...

Thoughts...

WOW...

Healthy...

=)

Finally...

Failures...

Motivated...

Hard way...

KO Night...

Assignment...

BaoWen

=(

Hmmmz...

-.-

=D

Sunday...

History

...

Sorry ppl...

Hmmmz...

Hmmmz...

...

...

=)

Tonight...

~hEaRt~